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♥ Monday, November 23, 2009

Another one...

Sometimes you think you've gotten over a person, but when you see him smile you suddenly realize you're just pretending you're over him to ease the pain of knowing that he will never be yours.

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11/23/2009 12:53:00 PM

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something from "Your heart says.." app...

"I hate to admit it, but i miss you. i miss feeling your arms around me. i miss listening to your voice in the middle of the night. i miss having our long talks and our funny litte jokes. but most of all, i miss not being able to call you mine.."

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11/23/2009 12:47:00 PM

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Loads of things running past my mind..

Confusion strikes me once again.. aint too good. But thankfully, it is not something that will cause me to be negative.. I just need to be constantly remind myself not to sidetrack again.. its not easy to walk straight without wanting to turn back again..

Things that happen in life.. growing up, experiencing and going through different things... they aint easy. especially when time is always running ahead of us.. before you knew it, things have happened and time has past... no time for us to breathe and reflect before things can be amended again... too fast...

movements are slower... so much slower than time.. than the thoughts in our minds that its so hard to pen them down exactly the things in it... or sometimes, talking doesnt help that much at times too..

meeting up with friends of the old times are great.. really love it..

but ends fast as well.. words and memories of the past...

woots.. sweet yet bitter..

look forward.. move forward.. carry on..

(anyways, its jus a random post before sleeping.. nights world~)

iDestinee.

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11/23/2009 12:19:00 AM

♥ Friday, November 20, 2009

End of posting... End of student life 2 weeks from now...

End of posting.. time really flies...

I had my first day of posting on 12 October, and its already 20 November.. ended my posting today. its been fulfilling, fun yet tiring at times.. Made quite a few friends along the way.. seen happy things and unhappy ones.. fun staff and stuckup ones.. nonetheless, i still love my time at work.

Anyways, on the last 3 days of attachment, our batch of nurses were divided into 2 groups. its like a project thingy with roleplay.. and since my group got the topic of dementia, i was obviously the demented patient! :D:D it was really fun la! XD

And... took some photos of my new pets.. enjoy!

Me in my demented mood. XD

Pictures of Boyboy...

Pictures of GirlGirl...

Anyways.. gonna stay out late tonight since its WeiHong's birthday!

most likely will take photos with the birthday boy.. hahaha!! he's also one of the good friend i have.. primary school friends till now..(:

been really tired due to attachments..

finally gonna have 2 weeks break before the most important part of my life at this stage of my life..

its so fast.. 2 weeks.. and 3 mths..

then i am on my own...

working as a staff nurse....

iDestinee.

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11/20/2009 09:50:00 PM

♥ Monday, November 16, 2009

Been too grumpy.. sound like some old lady yea? Need to grow up Karmen!!!!!

Anyways.. got our new hamsters - BoyBoy and GirlGirl from Willie before sat service.. they are seriously so adorable!! :D:D was a little distracted by them initially as well.. Not because they make noise (those little ones are quiet creatures), but they are just so adorable that we couldnt take our eyes off them..(:

Nonetheless, the word is still more important, so i decided to concentrate on the word rather than the little ones.. and the Word was a continuation of dreams... Godly dreams, plus people who have favor in God. and the ways to gain favor from God. got struck by certain points that Pastor has talked about. was really blessed by the word! :D

Anyways, one of the greatest thing that happened this week was knowing Chris!

The story goes like this...

Was reading the Church bulletin and a guy walked towards me. So i went up to him and asked if he needs any help for anything. And he wanted to join our cg for service! how cool that is yea? (was thinking about the growth of the cg then..) anyways, started chatting abit, and guess what, he is from Korea! wahahahaa!!! A korean in my cg! so cool eh? hees.. he even joined us for fellowship, got to know him better, and really enjoyed his company along the way.. (: left early as esther and i wanted to get some stuff for our new hamsters. So we left with him, together with Kit. on the journey, we talked more about korean stuff, movies and dramas, food and stuff....

And today, after cell group meeting, i got a call from him. He asked if i wana catch a movie with him and his friend - Thomas! :D got Esther and Renfred along.. met him at cine, and we watched "My girlfriend is an agent".. seriously, the movie was super funny.. and we did talk a little during the movie, with him explaining to me more about the things in the movie.. was so interesting! :D after movie, we went for dinner and took some interesting photos! enjoy~ Chris&Karmen&Thomas

Karmen&Thomas

Chris&Karmen&Thomas

Chris&Karmen

whoo~ its been a fresh and recharging weekend..

good way to end my final week of my final attachment before my PRCP..

excited.. awaiting for plans God have for me...

at the same time, anxious that i may not do well..

but worry not! God will provide for all who love Him!!

Just like He had me meeting Chris! :D:D

iDestinee

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11/16/2009 02:50:00 AM

♥ Friday, November 13, 2009

2 and a half hours before working...

Hmm, sometimes, it can be a little "sian" to think of work.. tiredness, sleepiness and all the little bugs of distractions will come in.. besides, as a student, people usually feel that you cant do much and rather do all the things by themselves.. wonder if we'll really learn something and be able to function well when we are graduated.

Things only become worthwhile when we see the patients, especially me. The way patients smile at you the moment they saw you, talk to you saying they are feeling better day by day.. sharing things to you and make you feel closer to them... all these, are things that i love to get. these are the motivations that keep me keeping on.. (:

seriously not sure about the department i want to go next time..

maybe i will just not think so much and wait for God's plans for me..

for He knows me best and know what the best for me..

and there and then, i will be able to perform on my full potential as a nurse.

Another question...

what is nurse to the people outside?

someone to be blamed when errors in the hospitals happened?

doctors' subordinates?

or patients' maids?

iDestinee.

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11/13/2009 10:41:00 AM

♥ Tuesday, November 10, 2009

Since when did i start to feel tired of blogging.. ?

Hmm.. been really lazy to log into blogger for updates.. maybe cause things in my mind run so fast that my fingers cant catch up with it. When i start typing out the words, some parts of the thoughts might have already been forgotten and all the things that people read will not link. SOmetimes, it may not even convey what my mind was thinking about for that moment.

Anyways, yesterday was a good and interesting day. Got to work with a very nice and helpful staff nurse, she taught me alot of things. and i mean ALOT... she allowed me to take case and even guide me throughout the entire day though she herself had loads to do.. seriously, she's good.(: really appreciated her help and i felt like i can be a nurse. HAHAHHAHAHHAS!! despite being so tired, i still enjoyed my day like crazy.. (:

i was so concussed when reached home.. so so so tired. even though of not going out already, and fell asleep for a few hours. but still, went ahead to prayer meeting. God is good, when we decides to draw closer to Him, He will bless us even more.. sometimes i even feel that God sacrificed so so so much more than us - the believers. Back to topic, we got to pray abit. at that point of time, i just wanted to pray to God as though i've owe Him my entire prayer life. hahas.. and there was indeed an atmosphere of breakthrough. cool stuff yea? XD

Consecration of our lives towards Him.. Knowing Him as the perfect friend, the perfect shepherd who never gives up on us though we are such imperfect beings. Jesus went to the blind man, healed his sight with no condition, went to him when he is being "thrown away" and abandoned. With that, Jesus had show forth the perfect love of God and thus, leading the man to Christ - The Way, Truth and Life. woots, awesome Lord He is. this is such a timely message for us all, to reach out to the friends that God has placed in our hearts and planned for their return to the Kingdom of God. Besides, Christmas is coming, the best time to get people to see the birth of Christ and knowing the truth of God. prayed for the people who are in our hearts, and got a touch from God. cool thing. but had to go off since there is work the next day.

But today wasnt as good. something happened again.. something that i really hate not going to talk about it. but i've recovered from it already..

got some work to do, chaos~

A life consecrated for Him completely..

obeying to the plans that He has for us..

and not getting distracted by irrelevant people.

iDestinee.

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11/10/2009 09:14:00 PM

♥ Sunday, November 08, 2009

Imperfect beings...

Tiring week.thinking moments.tedious work.

Not a very good thing for someone who just successfully got out from the negative mindset. not easy to go on without being a little negative at times. but still am trying...

Tiring week i had this week. with first 2 days traveling all the way to Toa Payoh for my HSE posting early in the morning. from there, travel to other places like seng kang, yio chu kang, hougang areas. Trust me, it is very tiring going from house to house of different areas. good thing is that i get to go off when the home visitations end. so for that 2 days, i ended work at like 1pm latest? But traveling home can take hours, so i ended up reaching home about 4, the official time that i am off from work. cool yea? reaching home without any mood to touch my phone, my laptop (only switching it on), but to sleep. its that tiring.

After that, the rest of the week was back to the ward in sgh. felt a little lost because i kinda "forgot" what's happening and what to do at the different timings. having some "stuckup" nurses around will not help, so yea. even so, i started to be abit more proactive la. asking questions and stuff. and i started to think, if the nurses aint going to help me with the things i need to learn now, i will be totally clueless about what to do next time. This is something not very good for us, and definitely not going to be good for all those nurses as well. Cause if we don't know anything now, we'll still be troubling them if we ever have a chance to work with them next time. so retarded right? iderts..

Taking cases next week. abit stressful since i've lost touch with so many things and have became so blur in my nursing care thingy. Maybe its because different wards have different practices and i am still not used to it, but then again, i work well in other wards! weirdness. anyhow, am going to "add oil" for next week and prepare for PRCP.

Service and cell group meeting have been great.

Rising the bars - Knowing God and drawing closer to Him. Obeying Him and His Words. And knowing the 10 commandments.

Impacted.Convicted.Blessed.

Not sure what else to say.. but yea, guess that's all.

found another place to vent my thoughts.

thoughts that are disappointing and negative...

but it will not affect me as much as it used to be bahs...

iDestinee.

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11/08/2009 05:49:00 PM

♥ Tuesday, November 03, 2009

Time for some updates before i get lazy to blog..

Wootz~ It was Pastor Tan's birthday last week!!!! Had a short celebration for him before we started service then. was really nice and sweet when Pastor Tan wanted to introduce his lovely wife to us all..(: Anointing pastor, successful business man and a sweet husband is he.. ahahhaas!! So proud to have him as my pastor! :D

anyways, had a really great service then. Something about God-given dreams and ungodly ones.. Are they godly and of His will? Are you able to make full use of that dream with the talents that you have? Are they able to meet the needs of others? We're here to fulfill God's purpose for us using our given talents by serving Him and others. So cool right?

I started to think about mine during the service itself.. Being a nurse, is something i have in mind and really love since i was really young. am i being a nurse because it is something for myself or is it for others? XD

Had a great halloween party after service. had some additional makeup done on my face, and helped out with the decorations in the room (my cg is the deco IC).. took the shortest time possible get everything done.. it was so fun.. games, booths of games and "trick-or-treat" exchanging time. really a good experience for me, having it as the first time celebrating it. Took abit of photos with the zone members, know more members in the zone as well.. super cool^^

Uploaded some very nice photos.. the rest, can see it on facebook..^^

Started out my week with Health Service for Elderly (HSE). Just some background about it, there is something called the outpatient care services for people who have discharged from the hospital, especially for the elderly.

Had to travel all the way to Toa Payoh because that main office for that home nursing services is located there. Had to wake up super early and travel long early in the morning.. but also because of that long traveling thingy, i am able to sleep on the way there, not so bad. besides my staff nurse is super nice..

Woots~ going back to the ward again tomorrow. :D:D

abit sian, but happy at the same time, no need to travel so long..

LOLs!! Tomorrow will be better! :D:D

iDestinee.

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11/03/2009 09:37:00 PM

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